Home Alone

After finished doing house work and taken a hot shower feel nice to rest on the leader sofa with the air con on and a glass of Orange+Mango juice....turn on DVD player and watch "12 Dos Of Christmas". This the 1st time home alone for Christmas eve...(so sad ya)

Just after finish movie....it's also almost the time to count down...guest what?? Count down with my lovely Cookie who I just help him do grooming at the afternoon. 2 doggies count down for Christmas celebration...so romantic ya (sad actually coz thinking of someone out there...sigh) What a stupid I???

Well, time to sleep for tomorrow Christmas Lunch party.

"Dong Zhi"

It is a Big day for Hakka/Cantonese which suppose to go back home and eat dinner with Family together...but no choice, working at too far away from home town. Suddenly homesick again...who know my feeling? No one knows unless those who are far away from home as me....This kind of feeling only come during big festival....

Well, the day before "Dong Zhi", the mood come suddenly after work and on the way driving home keep thinking to go to the mini supermarket near by my place to buy glutinous rice flour....really cuckoo I and bought it. Actually is me myself wanna eat "Tang Yuan" or wanna make for someone????? After I staying alone really feel lazy to make it and have the kind of thinking "so hard for what? Go any Chinese restaurant and order much more easier!"......However this year "Dong Zhi" change my mind...the wanted mood really there until the big day itself.

On the day itself, automatically woke up slightly a bit earlier before my alarm clock ring....mood woke me up maybe! it been a long time already didn't make "Tang Yuan", will it be OK to eat after cook? Luckily not that bad as I thought. As usual, prepare and change... Even it is a Friday and wear very casual to work usually...why dress up so nicely today(follow mood)? After dress up, come down to eat my "Tang Yuan" before leave the house for work....As mention earlier, "is me myself wanted to eat or make for someone???" Automatically reserve one blow before start eating mine portion.

Really make it and drive to work with the happy and colourful mood...a Happy Friday for me huh....unfortunately, just before the end of the working hour receive a "Bye Bye" mail. Happy become SAD Friday....Thinking of who can I email to again if not happy working with the fly fish ....who can I eat with again if don't want to join others where the fly fish always in....NO..NO..NO...I cannot be so childish, must look forward, we all need to go and learn new things....then only can grow faster. Gambate oh.....All the best and have a great year ahead oh....

Happy Holiday

Ho..Ho..Ho...

And Happy 2007

Happy Day...

After chat to my long lost friend in Penang, feel like a bird fly out from the cage...Thanks a lot my God Darling...kekeke,you must be donu I'm talking about you over here due to you seldom search website beside search for your biz related stuff....Maybe you are right....say out whatever store in my mind and follow my feeling to say out my feeling.....but all this things seem like I teached you before ya..copy cat oh u.

Even I'm a bit busy with my work but feel very enjoying of my work and still can "he ha" with my customers and talk about x'mas...Girls, like your department, so nice with the x'mas decoration and some more talk about x'mas present exchange....so jealous; you all really make me feel the x'mas mood.....not like my department, x'mas decoration also don't have. During study time still got celebrate but this year seem like no any plan yet...hope it won't be end up Home Alone...Ho Ho Ho...Marry X'mas and Happy New Year to myself 1st.....and also to my dearest reader.

Come back from work, called my lovely Dady but he had wedding dinner so not talk so much and suddenly the mood of drinking wine appearing, end up make myself a glass of Red Wine + Orange & Mango juice after dinner....enjoying my wine with my favourite soft and relaxing music....a bit warm warm now, will be a die pig again ya on my softy bed with warm blanket...... To be continue....

Loosing My Soul Suddenly

As what I always like to imagine to have a hot coffee, sitting beside the window and looking at the rain coming down from the sky by playing some soft music; then enjoy it with my soul is a most wonderful moment. However, instead of a cold coffee and few tables inside the main door of a Taiwanese Restaurant (Babu) with a glass divider between the table I sitting at; I still can have this kind of feeling even it was just a few minutes rain on that time. Was hoping the time can stop by there forever but I know it won't and told myself just enjoy the moment on that time. Is this enought???

Sweetest moment pass by very fast...just 1 to 2 hours later. Don't know why so many devil come across my mind suddenly and pushed me to listen to the lyric of a Malay song (Rossa-Aku Bukan Untukmu) in front of my laptop, follow by (Selena-Dreaming of You) and (Coco Lee-Before I Fall In Love) and read through the blog written by a friend of mine; suddenly feel like loosing my soul in the cloudy evening.

Why..why..why? Was been so many years reading peoples' blog and only today feel like want to create my own blog to share my feeling!!! Is it because I'm not longer to be the real of me anymore? Not dare to share my feeling directly to my friends anymore so end up with this blog existence to share my feeling? Is it any secret inside me cannot be tell?

Suddenly feel like wanna leave here and start a new life at a corner of the earth but I can't cause cannot let my lovely parent who are still staying at the place I growth up from to worry me so much again. Even always call back and hear their happiest voice, still can senses they can't let go the worries on me. Feel like wanna hugs you tight and please not worries me so much, life is short...just want you all enjoy the life without worries....I promise will take very good care of myself....

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