Actually 4th Feb is my beloved Uncle Sui Kee's birthday which same as my landlady here in Nuremberg, Germany. I bought a nice card and chocolate for her but I didn't do the same to my beloved uncle in Malaysia.
Few days before 4th Feb, I told myself that will call my uncle in Malaysia during his birthday but at the end I didn't. I miss count the time gaps between Malaysia and Germany. Told myself that, never mind as CNY is coming...can call him again during CNY!!!!
Yeah...I did very enjoy my landlady's birthday dinner! She a bit sit, every 5 minutes will repeat the same words and my landlord ask me just to ignore her! I told him, I have grandparents in Malaysia and I can understand that even I might be the same as her one day when I reach the age as she is now. Not sure what she like and just bought her the nice card and chocolate (Basically women love chocolates). She might not remember me one day after I return Malaysia but at least we had a good time together...
I hate myself actually after the incident happened on 6th Feb! Just a simple belated birthday wish to my Uncle also I can't do it! As usual, switch on my handy after get up from bed, called my younger sister who going back Labuan for CNY and told me that Uncle Sui Kee pass away in the morning! I was blank for a moment then told her that ok, let me call back home now!
Was ok still talking to my mum but tears start falling like a waterfall after talking to my uncle's wife...just lost control before ending and make her cried too!!! As knowing myself, can't stay at home, took a shower and went out for walk. After more than half day walk and return home. Tried to make myself tired and sleep earlier but I can't. Just feel that I didn't do my best part.
I'm feel tired to myself....repeat the same mistake!!!!
Sunday, April 18, 2010
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