Year just pass like that....

Can't believe so fast we entering the last month of the year again.Things come and go, really gone though the reality of life! But when you ask me what is Life? I can't answer and what I can say is experience yourself. People always say "Enjoy your life!". Do they really know what it means for??? For what I learn along the year, enjoy your life doesn't means you need to spend so much do what you like to do for pampering yourself after work so hard. But, do we really enjoy the moment or just want to released tension? Found that lots of us do it just wanna released. Actually, for my point of view, every moment you spend just let go something which notsupposed to hold in the situation; really will feel lighter, then end of the day and thinks back the process of the moment really will bring you lots of memory and these memories bring the meaning of enjoying your life.

Been long time I never stay at home during the weekend. After on the phone with my family in Labuan, do laundry and took my brunch then come to online and doing some reading...found myself getting crazy with the market and economic out there even study a bit finance stuff how actuallygovernment control their country currency. Then chat with a friend who I have not really chat with for almost a year. My 1st reader of my blog actually..hehehe =P After chatting then only realise that my blog is almost 1 year old ya...guess will be more and more things I'll write in the coming year cause I know will very a very tough year for me again....gamabate!!!!

Mentaly Tired

"Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love someone,tell them.
Don't be afried to express yourself.

Reach out and tell someone what they means to you.
Because when you decide
That it is the right time,
it might be too late later.

Seize the day. Never have regrets.

And most importantly,
Stay close to your friends and family,
For they have helped make you
The person that you are today."

Feel like I need to let go something which I not supposed to hold.Mentally really tired and feel like I'm so empty...guess people who know me well will feel that I was not really talk much....

Should I let go? But think on the other way round? So fast to say let go then how I supposed to survive with my this stupid EQ....start lossing my confident...what is cofident means actually?