Toi Toi keep calling me piggie and now I really become a piggie. Was planing wake up early to do house work where I delayed since last week. But really cannot stand with the dirty and sticky floor, dusty TV cabinet. Who know sleep until don't know the time, and the time I woke up is about 12:30 noon already. Feel so lazy, turn on radio beside my bed, hugging my beloved feather booster and doing nothing, listen the music just don't want to get up from the bed. Plan my schedule of today...
Half day already passed, so need to rush up my house work. After clean up myself, took a glass of milk and few slice of biscuit. Take up wipe cloth and start wiping the cabinet from bed rooms and study room then come to living room down stair. Hehe...come to living room already itchy hand and turn on the TV. Luckily nothing to watch so continue my house work. Ready the water and start mopping from up stair room to room then come to the mini living room, saw the CD player and play my favourite CD then sing for few songs cause was many months already never go KTV with friends....look at the time, push myself continue mopping again.
Come to down stair already help BB change water and let her swim while and clean Cookie cage. Then continue mopping again. After finish mopping, is time to do gardening already. Then boil water wan shower Cookie. Lastly, finish my task of the day and feel so tired. Take a hot water shower and sit on the sofa feel so relax while seeing the clean and fresh living room. Too bad, turn on TV also nothing to watch...and go iron my working cloths. After that hang out with Bad daddy at mamak store. The world really small, meet up a friend of Bad Daddy who I know his name for a year ago from my sister and bro-in-law which I never think will meet up.
Another Sunday end up again and think of Monday is coming...really feel wanna stop the time there which is impossible as most the people wish. Well, a new challenge week again.... ;P
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Cuckoo Men
After work like hell for the whole day, thought will end up another stupid tired day again as usual. To kick away that stupid life, I always go badminton and sweat out all the stress then go for dance to relax the mind. So, was plan to go release but when I received a call from Bad Daddy ask for dinner together, my lazy mood start telling me no need to go badminton and go enjoy the dinner....after finish my work, pack my stuff heading to Bad Daddy's office and meet up the others before we go for dinner.
Since Bad Daddy have something wanna rush for the customer, I go MV with Sweet Girl in one car then Bad Daddy will catch up with us later with another colleague of him. Everyone was very enjoy the dinner and got talk got laugh...but the most funny story of the day not start yet.
After the dinner is about 10 or 11 o'clock in the evening. For sure the car park is quite empty already...Sine Bad Daddy wanna send his colleague named Chu Zai by Bad Daddy back to PJ and my car was park near by their office in PJ, of cause I follow his car back to PJ instead of Sweet Girl who stay in Cheras so far away.
Hahahahaha.....story start, both of them still got talk something fun and laugh while on the way to pay the car park ticket and heading to the car of Bad Daddy. Of cause I don't know where they park so just follow wherever they go. First first we went to P2 (as normal if you park there then when you about to leave sure go back to the same place where you park your car right?) erm..walk and walk around seem like cannot find the car, and we went up to P1 and also pointing to the same direction as they remember maybe park at P1. So I just follow and asking how come you guys park where also don't know and laugh them so cuckoo. Both of them also said no cuckoo, never forgot where they park normally but only don't know why today cannot remember? I was thinking (silly and stupid thinking), Am I that pretty and sexy until can freak out them until up to this level....?hahaha...is time to go back home sleep earlier to dream. Guess must be diet until crazy already I!
Bad Daddy's face started change weather, thunder storm coming as I can see, so better keep quiet and help to find out the car. Was walking down to P2 again with Chu Zai to find the car then Bad Daddy call Sweet Girl and told her that his car get stolen. Chu Zai asked me stay and wait near by the parking pay counter. Then he go around and find again instead of I follow him here and there. When I see him walk away with the worried and serious face and I start thinking, is that we so bad luck? If really get stolen , how? Few minuets later saw Sweet Girl drive her car down to P2 and I go out and see what can I help. Bad Daddy said he going up to the security there to report car get stolen. Chu Zai ask Sweet Girl send me back first and he accompany Bad Daddy to security guard there to check out. But we also friend right even I just get know each other not long ago so told Sweet Girl is ok I can go back late...we better drive around and see.
So we just drive and look around, then saw a security guard driving a motorbike doing night rouding. We go heading to him and stop him to get his help. He so rude and told us impossible car can stolen which he sound like the security very tight there. Anyhow we still gave him Bad Daddy's car plate number WNT7848 and he go continue his duty then we also make a turn to another side and saw the guard stop there and pointing to a car with the pissed off face. Seem like we playing fool on him. Sorry... is the 2 cuckoo men lost thier memory on that nightnot us but damn shame on that time.
Really make me laugh like hell this 2 cute cuckoo men....been long time never laugh like that already after left my crazy friends in KK and Labuan. But friends..I'll still always remember the time I spent with you all in KK and Labuan. Happy Birthday Angel, hope you have fun on your big day as I am...believe we can have fun also if we can celebrate your big day together.
Since Bad Daddy have something wanna rush for the customer, I go MV with Sweet Girl in one car then Bad Daddy will catch up with us later with another colleague of him. Everyone was very enjoy the dinner and got talk got laugh...but the most funny story of the day not start yet.
After the dinner is about 10 or 11 o'clock in the evening. For sure the car park is quite empty already...Sine Bad Daddy wanna send his colleague named Chu Zai by Bad Daddy back to PJ and my car was park near by their office in PJ, of cause I follow his car back to PJ instead of Sweet Girl who stay in Cheras so far away.
Hahahahaha.....story start, both of them still got talk something fun and laugh while on the way to pay the car park ticket and heading to the car of Bad Daddy. Of cause I don't know where they park so just follow wherever they go. First first we went to P2 (as normal if you park there then when you about to leave sure go back to the same place where you park your car right?) erm..walk and walk around seem like cannot find the car, and we went up to P1 and also pointing to the same direction as they remember maybe park at P1. So I just follow and asking how come you guys park where also don't know and laugh them so cuckoo. Both of them also said no cuckoo, never forgot where they park normally but only don't know why today cannot remember? I was thinking (silly and stupid thinking), Am I that pretty and sexy until can freak out them until up to this level....?hahaha...is time to go back home sleep earlier to dream. Guess must be diet until crazy already I!
Bad Daddy's face started change weather, thunder storm coming as I can see, so better keep quiet and help to find out the car. Was walking down to P2 again with Chu Zai to find the car then Bad Daddy call Sweet Girl and told her that his car get stolen. Chu Zai asked me stay and wait near by the parking pay counter. Then he go around and find again instead of I follow him here and there. When I see him walk away with the worried and serious face and I start thinking, is that we so bad luck? If really get stolen , how? Few minuets later saw Sweet Girl drive her car down to P2 and I go out and see what can I help. Bad Daddy said he going up to the security there to report car get stolen. Chu Zai ask Sweet Girl send me back first and he accompany Bad Daddy to security guard there to check out. But we also friend right even I just get know each other not long ago so told Sweet Girl is ok I can go back late...we better drive around and see.
So we just drive and look around, then saw a security guard driving a motorbike doing night rouding. We go heading to him and stop him to get his help. He so rude and told us impossible car can stolen which he sound like the security very tight there. Anyhow we still gave him Bad Daddy's car plate number WNT7848 and he go continue his duty then we also make a turn to another side and saw the guard stop there and pointing to a car with the pissed off face. Seem like we playing fool on him. Sorry... is the 2 cuckoo men lost thier memory on that nightnot us but damn shame on that time.
Really make me laugh like hell this 2 cute cuckoo men....been long time never laugh like that already after left my crazy friends in KK and Labuan. But friends..I'll still always remember the time I spent with you all in KK and Labuan. Happy Birthday Angel, hope you have fun on your big day as I am...believe we can have fun also if we can celebrate your big day together.
Saturday, July 7, 2007
Siemens Run
Been a long time never join for running event and today I went to Siemens Run....bring me back to the happy and enjoyable life in KK last time and also that kind of satisfied and successful feeling when reach the ending point after the hard time. Used to join Charity Run in KotaKinbalu when I was doing my study there.
The weird thing is I not really get back the same feeling like in KK. Maybe different goal for the event. Charity Run is organize for those handicap; we run for them and after the run we have some games with them to make them feel we are all the same and we are in a same family. But today run is for Name only...want to get well known by public. Ya, at the same time also run for Malaysia 50 years old.
Some time I really think that do I love and like my job now? Should I leave everything and go to find my dream? If I do so, am I very selfish? If I go for my dream, will be very disappointed my parents. Well, life is life, dream is dream. The important is, life is short and try to be happy as I can...and if can, wanna achieve my dream once I have the chance. Gambate....
The weird thing is I not really get back the same feeling like in KK. Maybe different goal for the event. Charity Run is organize for those handicap; we run for them and after the run we have some games with them to make them feel we are all the same and we are in a same family. But today run is for Name only...want to get well known by public. Ya, at the same time also run for Malaysia 50 years old.
Some time I really think that do I love and like my job now? Should I leave everything and go to find my dream? If I do so, am I very selfish? If I go for my dream, will be very disappointed my parents. Well, life is life, dream is dream. The important is, life is short and try to be happy as I can...and if can, wanna achieve my dream once I have the chance. Gambate....
1st year anniversary at SMSB
Actually, was planing to go movie (Transformers) with my charity group of friends and who knows up to certain politic issue created by an unprofessional and childish colleague; no choice and have to stay back to clean the shit until 8:30 this morning. Oh man....been long time never do like that....reached home and shower then sleep like a pig unitl 4pm something until phone call only wake up.
Hahahaha...unbelievable it was very fantastic experience on celebrating my 1 year anniversary in server room with vendor from Millennium Hallmark Snd Bhd. Seriously, first impression they gave me is workaholic but after chit chat with them for awhile, feel they are not and very proud on their team work spirit. Even working at SMSB for a year already also never experience this in my department and what I can feel during this whole year; people change, environment change, politic getting more serious...Some time feel like not coming to work. Well, take it as a challenge in my life to push me up. This vendor really make me feel like working in a warm family last night (6th July 2007) which is my 1st year anniversary.
How come people can build this in their working environment but not happen at my department? Well, it doesn't matter. I feel great knowing 4 of them and they are my 1st years anniversary present given by God and thanks for the unprofessional and childish Singaporean..if not him, guess I don't have the chance to get know the vendor so closely.
I'm feel so sorry to them when saw them get scold by my lady manager. She always release her angry on them event problem is not from them. Know to blame people only but never think how to solve problem, event control the vendor doing things. Come on, if want to control people then how people wanna help you? This cannot do that cannot do and bla bla bla....If she can co-operate with vendor, I'm sure the childish Singaporean will have no change to create so many politic with her. Yes, she have the power to control, but apply to wrong place. Those important things she never bother and simple things take so serious. Maybe I'm wrong and not enough experiences to gauge people since she have 8 years working experience and I only just a year. Thats life and we still need to move on...
Well, I have meeting appointment with Mr. Chow. Need to go and so tired...Sigh.
Hahahaha...unbelievable it was very fantastic experience on celebrating my 1 year anniversary in server room with vendor from Millennium Hallmark Snd Bhd. Seriously, first impression they gave me is workaholic but after chit chat with them for awhile, feel they are not and very proud on their team work spirit. Even working at SMSB for a year already also never experience this in my department and what I can feel during this whole year; people change, environment change, politic getting more serious...Some time feel like not coming to work. Well, take it as a challenge in my life to push me up. This vendor really make me feel like working in a warm family last night (6th July 2007) which is my 1st year anniversary.
How come people can build this in their working environment but not happen at my department? Well, it doesn't matter. I feel great knowing 4 of them and they are my 1st years anniversary present given by God and thanks for the unprofessional and childish Singaporean..if not him, guess I don't have the chance to get know the vendor so closely.
I'm feel so sorry to them when saw them get scold by my lady manager. She always release her angry on them event problem is not from them. Know to blame people only but never think how to solve problem, event control the vendor doing things. Come on, if want to control people then how people wanna help you? This cannot do that cannot do and bla bla bla....If she can co-operate with vendor, I'm sure the childish Singaporean will have no change to create so many politic with her. Yes, she have the power to control, but apply to wrong place. Those important things she never bother and simple things take so serious. Maybe I'm wrong and not enough experiences to gauge people since she have 8 years working experience and I only just a year. Thats life and we still need to move on...
Well, I have meeting appointment with Mr. Chow. Need to go and so tired...Sigh.
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
Leon's 100 Days
3rd July 2007, it's just a normal day actually but it is a memorable day for us to recall Leon again which is his 100 days. I'm sure everyone here who know Leon miss him all these days...especially his beloved family and friends.
Day pass day, very fast come to July and Angel wanna go AUS continue her final year after Leon's 100 days. I really can feel that her heart is very sour and painful especially just pass the brother's 100 days then need to say bye bye to the family and go AUS alone then on the date 10Th July itself is her birthday and if not mistaken also she will reach there about this date....Happy Birthday to you in advance Angel. Always remember what I told you earlier and now finally you going there, make me feel proud on you and whatever happen also you must be strong ya my dear friend. I'll always here be with you....feel like to hugging you before you leave. Must take good care yourself there.
Anyway, today also quite a good day for me. My boss discussed wanna move me up 2 level higher from my current function level. It should be a very good news for me but feel like going to have many politic will be slowly chasing up since I just join this company only a year and boss move me up 2 level in 1 time. Well, will do my best and ready for the war....will only let my family know about this once I received the letter from HR. Wait for my good news ya mum and dad....
Day pass day, very fast come to July and Angel wanna go AUS continue her final year after Leon's 100 days. I really can feel that her heart is very sour and painful especially just pass the brother's 100 days then need to say bye bye to the family and go AUS alone then on the date 10Th July itself is her birthday and if not mistaken also she will reach there about this date....Happy Birthday to you in advance Angel. Always remember what I told you earlier and now finally you going there, make me feel proud on you and whatever happen also you must be strong ya my dear friend. I'll always here be with you....feel like to hugging you before you leave. Must take good care yourself there.
Anyway, today also quite a good day for me. My boss discussed wanna move me up 2 level higher from my current function level. It should be a very good news for me but feel like going to have many politic will be slowly chasing up since I just join this company only a year and boss move me up 2 level in 1 time. Well, will do my best and ready for the war....will only let my family know about this once I received the letter from HR. Wait for my good news ya mum and dad....
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Walk like a man
Before really come out to the working society, people keep talking about their working environment and heard a lot of politic issue in any particular organization especially big organization. I was so innocent on that time and so confidently said that it's depend how we work with the other colleagues....and it happen maybe due to miss communication even never ever think this will happen on me since I always believe that as long as we all do the best on our part and co-operate with everyone then the department will be free from politic. "Sorry...the thinking totally wrong; you think like that doesn't means everyone think alike yours!" but the most important thing I always bring along with me is PR which learn from those friend who has been join the working society for many years back.
Well, what can I say now is "World has change and everything also change; people change, environment change." It not even a year I join this company I work with now and it been a lots of changes within my department especially this month. Why...why...why...? Is that what everyone wanted? If not then why this happen? What I can see and learn from this is people are selfish. Just think of their own benefits and never think for others...Yes, I agree people are selfish and I also cannot guaranty you that I'm not one of this people. If you want to bring business to you own company from your employer. Please...be smart and not use those dirty way! Actually just one of our supplier ask that "Your company allow you all can have part time job out there which relevant with your daily working needs?" just only a small personal feeling and he can make the whole world change...wanted to kick off the supplier product and switch to his own company product....again questions "Where his gentleman gone? Is that worth? Is that what he wanted? Is that what he done can make him more happy? Doesn't he can think about this?" Very disappointed the way he done and also my lady boos wanna flight with him...been tried to suggest my lady boss why don't everyone sit down and talk properly about the both product which is more reliable to our daily need, maybe it might have some miss understanding. Tell you what, feel like I'm talking to air on that time. Hello, if you don't want my idea then don't talk and ask me what my point of view on this. I'm never think and no intention wanna climb upon you, just wanna make sure the problem solve, not pinpoint each other. That's a waste of time and cause more enemy around you. What for? Problem not solve just cause more and more user calling and complaint, then you are not going to answer and telling me that "see people purposely make this to us!" end up I the one need to pick up the calls...I'm the one become bad person for users even I'm no power to say anything to solve the problem.
So piss off on this already then go back home still wanna serve the prince and princess. Hello, I stress enough already and please be more understanding don't mess me up again and you are big enough to think and take care yourself man. Luckily the prince and princes went back to their own palace. If continue one more week stay with the prince and princes again, guess I'll die faster.
Anyway found out a song really bring me up and think differently now. Here is the chorus of the song by Bon Jovi - Walk like a man
" Stand tall when you stumble stay proud when you're humbled
The lessons you learn won't be the ones you plan
Every step up that mountain will be more than worth counting
But when you walk through the valley may you walk like a man "
Well, what can I say now is "World has change and everything also change; people change, environment change." It not even a year I join this company I work with now and it been a lots of changes within my department especially this month. Why...why...why...? Is that what everyone wanted? If not then why this happen? What I can see and learn from this is people are selfish. Just think of their own benefits and never think for others...Yes, I agree people are selfish and I also cannot guaranty you that I'm not one of this people. If you want to bring business to you own company from your employer. Please...be smart and not use those dirty way! Actually just one of our supplier ask that "Your company allow you all can have part time job out there which relevant with your daily working needs?" just only a small personal feeling and he can make the whole world change...wanted to kick off the supplier product and switch to his own company product....again questions "Where his gentleman gone? Is that worth? Is that what he wanted? Is that what he done can make him more happy? Doesn't he can think about this?" Very disappointed the way he done and also my lady boos wanna flight with him...been tried to suggest my lady boss why don't everyone sit down and talk properly about the both product which is more reliable to our daily need, maybe it might have some miss understanding. Tell you what, feel like I'm talking to air on that time. Hello, if you don't want my idea then don't talk and ask me what my point of view on this. I'm never think and no intention wanna climb upon you, just wanna make sure the problem solve, not pinpoint each other. That's a waste of time and cause more enemy around you. What for? Problem not solve just cause more and more user calling and complaint, then you are not going to answer and telling me that "see people purposely make this to us!" end up I the one need to pick up the calls...I'm the one become bad person for users even I'm no power to say anything to solve the problem.
So piss off on this already then go back home still wanna serve the prince and princess. Hello, I stress enough already and please be more understanding don't mess me up again and you are big enough to think and take care yourself man. Luckily the prince and princes went back to their own palace. If continue one more week stay with the prince and princes again, guess I'll die faster.
Anyway found out a song really bring me up and think differently now. Here is the chorus of the song by Bon Jovi - Walk like a man
" Stand tall when you stumble stay proud when you're humbled
The lessons you learn won't be the ones you plan
Every step up that mountain will be more than worth counting
But when you walk through the valley may you walk like a man "
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Blessing
Well, it is a longest Sunday for my life...woke up at 6am something and don't know what can I do with the damn fucking blank mind. Why woke up at so early I also don't know even after finished house work for 2 stories house and went for 2 hours swim on the day before. Tried to make myself so tired still cannot sleep longer. What happen to me??? It should be a good news and why am I so suffering when know him getting settle down with her???? I was damn cool when he telling me this and don't know why when come to late of night my tears start dropping....
Always telling myself that it is impossible for me and him getting together since they are staying together for so long time already and I'm just accidentally came to his life not even a year. He really a nice man and also same as my dream man. When I know he got girlfriend, I did tell myself don't be people 3rd party and what can I do is be a best friend of him so that can know what happen on his life....happy or not happy....but don't know why, very naturally I start falling in love on him deeply day by day. Still remember that he did ask me can I stay in his heart forever, and I did told him that heart cannot keep 2 person but end up I do slowly wanna stay in his heart forever... But now, very head for me to climb out. Not going to ask for God help cause is me myself to went in and haven't think to wanna climb out already feel that I cannot say "NO" whereby start kicking out by someone else. Am I a loser???? Well, nothing can be change now...just take it easy and will not feel so bad and sad.
Still remember that he told me, the person you really love might not the one you going to marry with...now I understand what he wanna pass the message is asking me don't put too many hope on him. But from the 1st I already understand this statement cause as what I know and understand him is a responsible man and won't hurt his girlfriend easily even his beloved and the most he respect mum who like his girlfriend very much and I believe that his mum also mark the girl as her daughter-in-law and guess even the same as the girl parents.
Maybe I'm just a right person for him who really can talk to and understand his problem not the right person for him to staying with forever???? Now, I can use the statement people always say "If you love the person, not really must be together. Love is wanna see the person you love can always happy and without worries". So not to make him worries about me, will find back my strong spirit and stay as who I am and blase him have a happy and wonderful small family soon....
Always telling myself that it is impossible for me and him getting together since they are staying together for so long time already and I'm just accidentally came to his life not even a year. He really a nice man and also same as my dream man. When I know he got girlfriend, I did tell myself don't be people 3rd party and what can I do is be a best friend of him so that can know what happen on his life....happy or not happy....but don't know why, very naturally I start falling in love on him deeply day by day. Still remember that he did ask me can I stay in his heart forever, and I did told him that heart cannot keep 2 person but end up I do slowly wanna stay in his heart forever... But now, very head for me to climb out. Not going to ask for God help cause is me myself to went in and haven't think to wanna climb out already feel that I cannot say "NO" whereby start kicking out by someone else. Am I a loser???? Well, nothing can be change now...just take it easy and will not feel so bad and sad.
Still remember that he told me, the person you really love might not the one you going to marry with...now I understand what he wanna pass the message is asking me don't put too many hope on him. But from the 1st I already understand this statement cause as what I know and understand him is a responsible man and won't hurt his girlfriend easily even his beloved and the most he respect mum who like his girlfriend very much and I believe that his mum also mark the girl as her daughter-in-law and guess even the same as the girl parents.
Maybe I'm just a right person for him who really can talk to and understand his problem not the right person for him to staying with forever???? Now, I can use the statement people always say "If you love the person, not really must be together. Love is wanna see the person you love can always happy and without worries". So not to make him worries about me, will find back my strong spirit and stay as who I am and blase him have a happy and wonderful small family soon....
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